Today I reached decision height and today I gave back the keys to my dreams. I had it all with in my fingertips, touching it, but not quite in my hands, and now it is gone. Maybe I'll understand it all someday, but today I feel lost. I feel as though I have failed. What will I do with my life now? I have been in this holding pattern so long, now it's a missed approach.
My life has been shaken like a snow glob and now I wait to see where the particles settle.
I am sorry if I have let you down, I don't know where to go from here...
I guess on to another place with better minimums and a better decision height, some place to guide me in safely, for I am tired.
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